Exhausted.
It applies to every single area of life in mine.
A perfectionist by nature.
the only flaws I have are my insecurities which
revolves around my own personal fears.
clearly I don't appreciate the talks behind my back,
the bitching about whenever i'm not around.
the smiles faked upon my face.
what good do I have for you?
Go.
With no wish of future success, i'll end my connection with you.
clearly i don't deserve a hoe looking at me and thinking she owns me.
enough is enough.
you better think twice before doing likewise to any of my friends.
till then you're nothing more than a stranger to me. you fucking fraud.
i'll cure myself of my physical flaws.
u'll get envy of that.
i'm an arian, don't forget that.
we have high egos matched only by our capabilities.
this time i ain't going to repeat what others did.
sticking around and blessed you with every wish?
how blind can they get?
we're all humans. lucky me I have a future to look upon.
thanks Remee for the info, brothers by default with different mothers.
thanks Suhaimi for giving me the drive in life.
thanks Aidil for always hoping the best for me.
to every one else, try harder.
p.s : i love mix-bloods. (:
"I'm here for you" she said
and we can stay for awhile,
my boyfriend's gone,
we can just pretend.
Lips that need no introduction
Now who's the greater sin,
Your drab eyes seem to invite
(tell me darling) Where do we begin.
Was this over before?
Before it ever began..
Your kiss, Your calls, Your crutch
Like the devils got your hand
This was over before!
Before it ever began
Your lips, Your lies, Your lust
Like the devils in your hands
Everyone in this town
is seeing somebody else
Everybody's tired of someone
our eyes wander for help
Prayers that need no answer now
I'm tired of who I am
You were my greatest mistake
I fell in love with your sin
Your littlest sin
Failure is your disease!
You want my outline drawn!
You are my greatest failure!
Discourse your saving song!
" You're the best boyfriend material "
The lines I've heard throughout these years. Like a rehearsed broadway show that has been playing over and over again. I am sick of it honestly. I wish that those words will not be just another motivational factor, I want it to be crafted as an action plan. Who am I to kid? Those lines were never true, the dark meanings behind them has diluted with the poison that boils deep in this human body. The minds I played around with, they have gotten their revenge. I don't know who I am anymore. My name never felt this empty before.
What have I become?
Finally we felt sparks flying,
the chemistry reignited.
flow of thoughts and words ran smoothly,
the 3 of us on strings decided to step things up.
moments like this,
i'll never forget moments like this.
truth to be told,
i'm the most happiest man at that second.
with friends on each side,
creativity unites.
passion in our blood,
transfered to movements of our fingers to the guitars.
we found peace.
we shared joy.
till I start breathing my last breathe,
through thick and thin,
i'll vow to stand by you guys.
this is my life.
asrizal.
yesterday was worth it all.
the risk was there and taken well.
i gambled my future away for the sake of enjoying my youth.
remember, we only can be young once.
its best to just savour every second of it and exploit it.
skate will never be the same for me as it was in the past.
now with a screwed up left leg, i have much more to consider before attempting any tricks.
nevertheless, i'll keep on pushing till it reaches that moment where it has enough.
till then, i'll keep on practicing.
every wednesday night is going to be dedicated to this special miracle made of a wooden body and metal parts. and the package it came along with are my friends who enjoy these moments with me.
anyways STEPASIDE will be launching a new project soon.
we will be printing tees for our band and hopefully sell them at future shows.
i'll be putting up designs on this page and hope to get feedbacks from you guys.
till then, happy fasting muslims!!!!
