today was really spectacular.
i love you guys for giving me that chance.
to show something.
to prove something.
the worth waiting for such days to happen really enlightened me today.
we did things that people never expected us to do.
to perform for such hyped up crowd is a dream worth achieving.
to stand side by side with true friends and realizing that dream is being accomplished is another miracle altogether.
i really admire this bond we share.
hold on guys, we have much more coming our way this time round.
to dear whoever,
i miss those times we shared.
those late nights we spent.
doing stuffs that never made any sense.
it was something that i never thought i will enjoy doing it other than with you.
how i wish things will never be this hard.
to avoid and ignore each other.
i regret things but i will never apologize for them.
knowing that i always wanted you to be happy.
bearing in mind i will try my best to get the best for you.
if that means shutting myself up, making myself hypnotize by this very old lie, a lie where i will ignore the facts that i really care for you,
to actually suffer all alone knowing that's best for you.
i will do it for sure and push every effort in me to make that happen for you.
never ever asking anything in return.
i'll play by my own rules in my very own self tormented game.
i will always be there even when you need me to or you don't.
so rest assured, smile.... i just want you to be happy alright?
i know i will never be good enough for you.
