Asrizal A.

Born : 25/03/1990

Star Sign : Aries

Interests : Guitars. Bikes.

Arians are
adventurous
energetic
pioneering
courageous
enthusiastic
confident
dynamic
quick-witted.
selfish
quick-tempered
impulsive
impatient
foolhardy
daredevil.

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January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009

these thoughts of the past will always haunt me,
a moment in history where I will never want replayed.
the dark days my family suffered,
in the hands of my very own creator.
the guy I have to relate to as my dad.
he destroyed my life, my mum's and my siblings'.
the same monster that made me believe that I had no home.
since young, i have vowed and promised my mum that I will never be like him.
a drunkard by nature's design, a gambler by default.
spare your anger if i played through cold heart's motive.
it was implanted in me since the day i was born.
the only human thing left of me is my desire to please my mum.
i know i failed so many times, i know i caused most of your worries.
we're all struggling to meet month's end.
you always try your best to ensure there is enough to feed us all.
only problem is that I will always land myself in trouble and leech those hard earned effort.
the fault it only mine to blame. i'm sorry.

i wish i can find a job.
i wish that i can change my life.
i know that this is not the path for me,
i am not a wicked man.

i just wish that i could help.