it was deep, it was meaningful.
honestly i have never felt so much better in my entire life.
it's a puzzle how things can always screw you up real good and yet you feel way better despite the facts.
life's complicating
lets all agree on that shall we?
started out with a 100bucks fine and ended the day with an additional of 120bucks fine.
all thanks to the traffic police officer that was seemingly following me all the way from home to the expressway.
guess he has an issue with young guys on bikes.
so yeah, was being questioned on how long i have been riding and yes i have to admit that it was wrong for me to not put up my probation plate.
so i'll have no complaints or arguments about being slapped a 120 fine.
guess it's a pretty much fucked up affair with the authorities but i will love to just learn from my mistakes this time round.
I, Muhammad Asrizal Bin Anuar, will never ever be complacent again and abide by the rules and laws of Singapore as much as I can. Cause if i fail to do so, the authorities will just leech on the precious money i have. Overall i should stop donating my efforts to the people that i don't really favor.
so yeah, gotta put up my probation plate as soon as i can so as to avoid more problems for myself.
tomorrow is my last day of school for the current semester.
HOORAY FOR THAT!!!!
means i have so much time left to find and get a real job before school knocks in again in a couple of months.
gosh i really need a job damn it. if not who is going to feed my bike and repair my damages. both tangible and intangible ones.
to everyone who did not return my calls when i urgently need em,
i'm sorry if i ever offended you in such a way you despised me now but then again i don't think i'm the problematic one.
we must repent ourselves and find what are our flaws and correct them if possible.
in the end we all live our lifes for ourselves and for no one else.
being apologetic is one thing, changing ourselves for the good or better is another thing in hand altogether.
the latter being the preferred one in this case.
i just wish everyone well.
i just wish that everything will run smoothly again.
i just wish that people will be less heartless and start using their minds to think about matters in life.
i just wish everyone can prioritize their life and hope to seek peace in whatever their intentions are.
i just wish we are all going to stand united as one and fight the problems we face with no thoughts of regrets.
we are all not perfect my friends,
in life we rise and we fall.
the only true thing that remains are our hearts and our passion to progress.
that is what i see ideal.
