
Things have changed.
I have never realized how unappreciative i was in the past few years.
Looking back at my life and the feedbacks i received.
Facts showed that I have been always been better off than most of my friends.
What happened actually?
Truth is i am not sure actually.
Money has always been what i love to earn and splurge.
without actually thinking of the rationale on why i spent so much.
I was always in my own make-believe troubles.
this has to stop.
I have to be a better man than what my mum thinks of me now.
always letting her down.
thats what i was perceived to be excellent at.