it has been quite some time since i have updated this blogspot.
been kinda busy lately with all the worries and plans i have plotted for myself.
financially i am pretty much unstable right now.
been going over-budget just to see me through the day or have my desire fulfilled.
i know i am not the only one facing the same problem here among the people who walk this earth.
there are bound to have those who will sacrifice their needs to attain their wants.
pretty darn stupid and selfish i suppose?
simply answered that we are all never perfect. never has and never will.
the only thing to do right now is to bounce back from what ever spoils we conjure up for ourselves and bounce really hard from it.
that really showcased me in some other spotlight where i am being tasked as the financial in-charge for Step Aside.Self-appointed i guess? But no worries much. The money is all safe right now and i have to go pay for the gig as soon as i can.
Speaking of bands, i was pretty amazed by Straight Forward's set last Saturday at Scape. Damn tight and this band is really one for the future. Kudos to the band members, their friends and their hot "manager". geez.!
oh yes before i end of with bands and Step Aside, I will gladly like to announce that the band is making progress. Small yet motivational progress that will eventually lead us somewhere. The band had our own talk and scores were settled and misjudgments were fixed. Thanks to all my band mates for making things so much easier. :)
next recording and rewords up and coming soon. check the band's site soon after 18 July.
A friend reminded me yesterday about how i strong-headed and stubborn i was in the past.He is pretty much afraid of how i have lost hope in myself and how i am willing to give up without really putting up a real fight.A fight worth a million years,a fight just for that special someone. It has all been fading from me recently when i saw no glimpse of hope. Yet it is always weird when the feeling of having a crush on someone lingers for long and prolongs false hopes in ya.
that simple reminder really puts wonders in this aching heart. where is my old self? the one who keeps on picking himself up after every fall and fighting for his beliefs?
hey dude,he is here really. i am not giving up right now. i am not going to give up soon. i am never going to give up ever.
