
i'm nothing.
a mere existence of human failure in this country tormented by its own spell.
stress and everything co-related surrounds the lifestyle irregardless of day or night.
where do i stand among all the hollow faces?
just a barely visible shadow as the others watch the ones up front.
is this really the life we hope and work for?
not being able to have 100% control over the things we own.
where is the power of freedom that was promised upon us,this nation.
it was then i realize.
with what i have and what i do.
i don't have a chance of joining the front line.
so from the very back door,i planned my success route.
to leave this place and return when i'm all well.
go on a backpacking adventure,enjoying the sights of this world.
earn enough to build me a fantasy.
gain enough trust to solidify my own friendship circle.
learn enough to know the meaning of love.
these things i speak of are what i need yet lack of at this current point of time.
other than being too matured for myself.
i am pretty much nothing.
c'mon people,don't deny that.