call it a waste of time, call it a waste of mind.
i just don't care anymore.
telling me that i am not capable of earning her trust and her heart.
maybe i don't but i wanna keep on trying.
till i break myself apart.
insane i say? its just who i am.
when i really like someone i really do.
no questions about that.
the fact that someone can get me so hype up,wanting to go great distant to just meet her and see her really means a lot to me.
it has been a while since i felt that way.
and now i am seeing a glimpse of it. fake or not. i don't wanna bother about that.
let me break down when i need to.
its just me being me.