lets us first start with how the movie outing went out.
can't believe it but sometimes i just feel that my band mates are not my true friends except for Remee.The only guy to actually stick around when ever times are down for me and it just feels that he is the only holmes i have in the band.
the movie was simply awesome.something which i wanna watch again but with someone else. Megan Fox is the hottest thing on earth and Shia LaBeouf is one hell of a cute ass mother fucker.No i am not gay if you guys are wondering.Actually,that dude has been seriously been one hell of an idol for me really when it comes to how he brings about himself in his movies.Simply classic.
So me and remee watched the movie together without the others and yet it was all great.got to meet up some of the +65 kids before the movie started so pretty much that was how the day went.
a lot of things have been running through my mind right now.
i didn't know i can actually miss someone that bad.believe me this is the first time something like this is actually happening to me.maybe there is a start for everything?just maybe,the real answer is still not derived.this is all so wrong.i can't possible have feelings for someone who is already attached but then again the odds of it happening are really high and when that happens,it means a whole lot of big things.masked by this thing called 'friends',i just hold on to whatever there is left for me to grab on.for now,she is the only thing that really caught me off guard.the only one who can really turn my tides around and the only one who can really stir butterflies in my bloated tummy.
oh well,who am i kidding..she probably don't even remember me when she is somewhere else across the borders.for now,i'll just let myself fall apart and keep myself a place for her to come by anytime she wants.
yes,i'll always be there if you need me to.always there to make a smile upon your face and ensuring things go right for ya.
maybe i am in trouble,maybe i don't. who ever says guys don't have insecurities.
