someone actually kinda tip me off to update my blog.
it has been days since i blogged and its time to resume.
i have been having sleepless nights lately.
kinda stressed out with thoughts and nightmares.
and how was i amazed that my close friends can actually see those fears in my eyes.
the way i react to changes happening too soon.
it has been a roller-coaster ride in life recently.
Suhaimi was the first to realize that something is wrong with me.
Always asking me if i was alright.Trying his best to cheer me up and help me out with my problems.
the only thing stopping him is that i was not going to share my woes.
he was the one who has helped me out in many situations where i couldn't faced them alone.
i was not ready to exploit yet another weakness to my best mate.
I am so going to miss that guy when he is serving the nation.
my mate for ages.
I'll promise not to ever forget how much he means to me.
True friendships truly exists and i hope to repay him someday...
Talking about friendships.
I have been missing my jackass skate buddy real badly.
Where are you man?
I am sorry i wasn't able to reply those messages and return your calls.
I was busy preparing for Suhaimi's performance and departure.
We should hang out real soon man.
Remee,lets not forget the hell we have been through and the ones we created on earth.
Sleepless nights,
school is reopening soon and i am not ready yet to endure school hours and projects.
it is my final year and i still have unpaid debts and grades to settle in my previous 2 years.
i just wish that i will be able to pull through enough strings to get through this tough year.it all means so much to me right now since my parents are counting on me to bring in the results that they have invested so much on me.
money has been an issue to me lately.
i just wish that it could drop from the skies and help me pay my bike bills,hospital bills and enough left to pay for a new macbook.
i have been bumped out by the fact that i was not able to operate my laptop.
how am i able to go to school?
the answers i got from mates and pals are to get a job.
and my question to them remains the same. " How to work with this dumb leg?"
they got me and they pitied me.
Enough.Enough is enough.I don't need any more pity.
I am not fit to work or do anything handy lately.
They told me to be patient but it is driving me crazy.
How long does it takes for this bone to heal.
How long can i go on just resting at home and doing nothing.
Oh God,i beg of you to help me out with this cause no one can ever truly help me out.
Please,just please heal me soon.I am so wishing and praying for it right now.
