had a bad couple of days lately.
i just quit my job lately due to company's racist policies.
a game which i can never truly defeat since i am on the losing side.
bear the grudges,wish the remains goodbye and better future to seek to.
i am not all so evil after all.
got my bike.
had a ride.
too much adrenaline rush.
fought the waves.
crashed myself.
broken tia bone.
now i am all stoned.
i'll upload the pictures of my scars when its done.
now i am back home.
i swear i hate hospitals from now on.
bored and meaningless.
i actually found myself useless.
but
friends,family came to visit me.
it was all caring.
late night calls with a beautiful one.
had my burden lighten by all stated above.
i wish you know.
each day,you completely caught me off the stone.
i think i am beginning to fall for you.
my first self-declaration of heart being alive after so long.
you are the only girl to ever really melt my heart.
i swear i will cherish you.