random nights.
that's all i have been having nowadays.
the world never seemed so quiet.
the cold never seem so unbearable.
i'll stare at the skies and pray for a miracle to happen.
with one shed of tear,
no one ever knows this pain i've held.
people around me thinking..
'boy,what a life he has..'
never really analyzing the tormented self i am.
plain blank and random.
that's all i have been feeling for the last few years.
the moment never so sure now.
i thought i could handle it.
i thought i could manipulate it.
never so well i wonder,
how long can i keep faking this feelings.
dude,you have to pick up.
you have to make it through.
this shit of madness its what created you.
oh god,
i wish for a sign of miracle to happen from you.